I do not know how to categorize worthy friends.
I do not know my assumption, and perception are rubbish all the while.
I am lucky. I have been safe by those that is worthy. They could just care less about my perception. My life, they are people who really treat me as their worthy friend.
I should realize this earlier. But it ain't late for me. That why, I am lucky.
Do you realize that there are people who treat you as an important people in their live, and yet you treat them like mud ? These people do so much things for you and yet you know a shit about it. I have a good patient. I love to take my sweet time to analyze the 'cover' of a person and then create my own perception without actually confront them. There is always stories goes untold, I love to think what I comfortable with. Creating own perception which will make myself feel better.
I am very 'teruk'.. you know.
Today, I realize a big mistake in my life. I almost lost 2 worthy friend because of my own self-fish perception. I have been save, by a friend who willingly to step out to solve this for once and all. It is hard, to accept the true story. Only the true friend will always reveal to you the ugly truth.
My thought have been compromise
and my perception change.
I feel bad about myself. And I feel sorry.
I am a man that quite ego. In my heart, I know I am wrong..but I do not show it in my face. And it is hard for me to apologies face to face. But, I know I am wrong, and to 'you'
that have become my victim of self-fish perception and yet never give up on me..
I am sorry.