Friday, November 2, 2012

Is All Good.

A good 8 months has past since my very first career.

8 months are a very lengthy duration. But if you are having fun and passion in whatever you are doing, it felt like days. 

If you asked me, would I continue to embark on this path maybe for another or few 8 months ? 

Without thinking twice, why not ? 

I am glad that I have chosen the path to learn. A path where when one willing to learn, opportunities is there. 
Working at IT vendor site is not as scary as many would think. Yeah it is tough for start.

A lot of 'coding' needed to be done. When you do not know how to do it, you will need to find a way to make it done. Get a related programming books, google web, consult seniors and others ways you could think of. As long it get done.

The process is not sweet. It is like back to uni time, but with 1000 times more seriousness. This is a war zone, because if you can't get it done, some one will.

In the beginning, my mind will always think, 'How To Do it' ?

It was my difficult time. 

But when time goes by and I have pickup skills and experiences, now I could afford to think "How To Do it Best' ?

and it become fun to work on projects with challenging task.

However, in a ever changing and challenging IT industry, nothing will stay stagnant for long. So, I have to pickup new skills like IOS development and Sharepoint programming in order to be ready. 

Any company will be more than happy if their staff is ready to be multi-skilled. Because with that, the account manager will have confident to bid tender for project that required those skill. 

And I do felt the satisfaction and achievement when my skills and experience could put a dense in company's revenue.

so guys, we are still young and now is the high time to learn. Earning is important but don't make it a big priority. Go for Vendor and beat the challenge.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Monday, September 17, 2012

I TORE my pant !

Hahaha, as funny as it is, my office slack really tore today.

Quite a fuzzy morning for me. I was waiting my team at client site and only to find out that today my team would not be going in.

So I was heading back to office. Arrived at 10.15 AM or so. Only to realize that there was a meeting going on which required my attendance.

I joined the meeting late like an hour or so.

HAHA, when the clumsy me took a hard bum on the chair, my pocket was stuck on the chair's arm. With the momentum of my body, obviously my cheapo slack couldn't hold together.

And a nice 'tearing' sound was heard.

'Poker Face'

So now, my side way (not back side) got a 6 inch tore mark that reveal my tight. Lucky for me, I use wear pant type underwear which cover most of my meaty view. HAHAHAHA. However, wrong choice for me when I chose to wear yellow underwear instead of black.

Thanks to the color contrast, now everyone can notice it.

To cut the story short, I rocketed to nearby Subang Parade to buy a new slack. And to my pleasure, I found a slack which was so damn nice to wear.

The fabric is just so .... feel like home. So I bought it. RM90 net. And change it on the spot.

The tore pant somehow remind me of my excess meat and fat. So for today lunch, I opt for Subway Tuna sandwich.

Today damage on my wallet is " RM90 + RM62(petrol) + RM11(lunch) "

My account is so dry, it could crack up the bank. Literally. Good thing is, pay day is tomorrow yeah.

Monday, September 10, 2012

Food for soul

I can't memorize song. When come to this, my brain like a freak Alzheimer. But I do love listen to musics. Lot of it. Maybe my brain is just too dead for music lyrics.

My life till this very day, there is not much song that I could sing without lyric. But after some few thousands of repetition of certain songs for years,

I finally could remember some.

And it only could be done on songs that I really, really like.

There is this particular one song. That I finally could master after years. And every time I sing it whether in car or in karaoke. My subconscious mind, will saw her.

Monday, June 18, 2012

Today is my third time bringing money back to home =D

3 months has passed, just like that.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

What the Rich Know, and Poor Don't

    Human is capable of creating an environment for themselves. We as a human could
change the environment to our liking. If human desire an environment where we need no
city or technology, and we are happy to live and share the nature habitat with fellow animals, then that
is the environment for most the human being will live in today.

    But today, history prove that human have desire, greed and ambition. They do not
satisfy just to live in an environment provided naturally by nature. Human is the one who
is capable to mold the environment to suit them.

    The way we live in this world today, is totally engineered by human. Gold, silver,
petroleum, and some paper called money are all made from earthly material. It already
exists for billion years. It is the human that put the 'value' in those cold dead material,and
make the whole world fighting for it.

    People getting up to work, and paying all the bills and loans are also engineered
by human. The 80 20 rules is also created by human. The way our world / environment is
engineered today, is according to this 80/20 principal. Where it is designed in such
a way 80 percent of human will work for 20 percent of human. where only 5 percent of the
human will be successful and controlling 90 percent of the world wealth.

    It is definitely not act of nature. It is human who design the environment. And
majority of people like you and me, just play by the rule. The education system is fix
up. On surface, school is to educate people so that they could read and write. But there
is a far beyond bigger purpose of that.

    Schools, colleges and University are created with the purpose to pump in unlimited
supplies of labors into corporation. The rich and successful, understand very well the formula of
making money. their understanding of the way to create wealth is totally opposite of
what the labors/students understanding.

    The rich believe in time leveraging. The knew high education and qualification is not
the answer. They do not need to be as smart as lawyer, they just need to hire a smart lawyer.
They do not need to good in calculation, they just need to hire the best accountant in town.
They do not need to know laws, just invest in a politician and adjust the law for them.

    Professional till this very day, still believe that high education and qualification is
the answer for great wealth. Some further their study and obtain multiple Phd's, using up
large amount of their time increasing their rates. However, they never learn the concept
of time leveraging. No matter how expensive their knowledge worth, they are still One Man.
Their time value forever is 24 hours in a day. Their focus is to
find something to work on, that could pay their every single hour with high value. But one
man knowledge and rate is limited. They can't learn all the thing in the world. Thus it make
their rate to have a cap.

    They all have undermine the power of time leveraging. The rich and successful do
not care how much is their hourly worth. Some do not even finish their secondary school. Speaking
of their rate, they might worth worse then a first-year student working part-time in restaurant.

    They rich understand the power of time leveraging. They do not need to be the best brain
to create multi-million enterprise, he just need to hire one. And he will hire whoever and whatever skills and knowledge
he never have. And thus He have gain 10,000 extra hours a day. And thus, he has overcome the limited time factor. Which make
his potential earning unlimited. And that is what 5% of the people in this world is doing.

    They are not the best in physic, maths, laws and etc. They are just some one
with average / poor result in academic who understand the law of wealth. By the way, who
created the courses in college anyway ? computer science, food tech, Estate management and
per se. If you could see this, then you will be surprise. This courses were there to cater
the workforce needed in corporation.

    The corporation need those smarty pants people to move their business. By paying small amount
of compensation called salary to those smarty pants, they will help their business to grow
multi-million of dollars. Isn't a very smart thing to do?

    Robert Kiyosaki once said, his father told him to venture into business. Join the
group of 5%. Don't work too hard on something that you can't sold or own ! Job will stay
as job. The company and profit will still belong to others no matter how hard you work.
Worst still, you could not inherit years of your hard work to your son. You could not
inherit your blood-sweat General Manager position to your next generation.

    Seriously, I do not believe 'study hard and get and work for fortune 100 company' will make
your life great. Job is not something for someone who have big dream. If you are looking for greater thing
in life, building your own business with a good system is the only way out.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Every Rich man, Need 500 Poor man

Could everyone in this world be wealthy ?

I come to a point, to understand that it is impossible for everyone to be rich. Even there is really a way to do it, but it will not be exercised.

Cause every rich man, need his own 500 poor man.

What is the point of being rich and wealthy but there is no one willing to serve you ?

It come to realization that most people is made / taught / engineered to be poor. Imagined for every 500 rich man, there is only 1 poor man to service them. Well the logic is pretty screwed as well. The high demand for that man service will soon make the poor man become rich too.

This is the law and ways created by human. And it has been like that for centuries. Well, I have no comment about how our system run, nor I have the sufficient power to change the other way round. So, I decided to play by the rule. But have an oath to join the rich man path.

I need my own 500 poor man to service me too. Hope you are not one of them.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Great Wednesday Morning !

A GREAT MORNING on this lovely Wednesday !

Gotta shout out loud that I really love my job. Hard to describe exactly how I love my job, but the feeling is great.Good things just flow to me.

Thinking to get myself a new phone. Hey, I wanna to be techie too.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Where is our right to protect ourself ? Guns !

Strict law in Malaysia, indeed.

But at the end it harm the citizen the most. I think.

Break-in robbery is not uncommon, in fact it happens everyday. Read the newspaper. It is known fact that we can not count on policemen to save us on time. They might good in aftermath investigation and cracking them down. But to stop the robbery, it is totally unreliable.

Of course, we have to understand that it is impossible for policemen to give complete coverage and lookout for every citizen. In fact, we have a shortage of policemen in our country. So, robbery will happen no matter what The mastermind / culprit will do their homework before taking action. That is why, we can't count on policemen to stop any attempted robbery in our current situation.

The question is, since everyone acknowledge the existence of this loop hole, what are we going to do to protect our family ? What choices do we have ?

The robber came in with various of motives. We will be glad if they just came in for money and items. But what if they want more than that ? If you know what I mean especially if your family have women. How if some of our family member with bad temper decide to use their fist to fight them off although we are strongly encouraged don't too ! 

Women get raped or molest by robber and men get chopped to death. Read the news.

What are we ready or plan to do if the robbers decided to visit our family one day ? Worst still, robbers nowadays come with guns and grenades. Our country is well known of its strict restriction on fire-arm. But still, robbers and gun-men could obtained their weapon easily.

Our law forbid anyone except policemen, military personnel and selected few people from owning any sort of firearm. The penalty of owning one of them is death sentence which I believe had reach the maximum strictness of one law can get.

Our law penalty is so strict it make everyone to think at least 10 times over before owning one of them illegally. But still, the robber and gangsters care a shit about that.

So now the badman got guns and bomb. But we citizen only have chairs and tables to defend our life and dignity. We can't count on policemen to arrive in time to stop them. We can't count on our neighbors to bring in stones and sandals to scare them off, so...

How are we plan to go through the hellish 10minutes to 1 hours of our worst nightmare in life?

Don't you think now is the time for Malaysia firearm act to be amended ? Just like USA, normal citizen could keep a small firearm in their house for self-protection.

I know everything have con and pro. But, why the double standard in Malaysia ? High profile people and rich man could own a firearm for self-protection, some even have the license to bring it out to public. The poor man like us could not. Is it mean that our life is cheaper than them ?

Statistic shows that robbery case happen more on ordinary household compare to the rich. Well it make sense to the max. The robbers are all looking for easy money. If break into unguarded middle income household is less riskier than breaking into some tycoon houses with 2 security guards armed with shotgun and knowing the fact that the house owner got a deadly automatic glock 17 with them, why take the risk ?

Is it not that our current law is helping the robbers to achieve piece of mind ? They knew we do not have guns. They knew our kitchen knife can't do a shit. And they knew the policemen would have at least 30 minutes respond time. Is it not that is much more easier to rob us than to rob a bank ?

Whether there is firearm act or not, those robbers care a shit. Their accumulated criminal record will end them up in jail for lifetime anyway, to hell with death penalty. How could they think correctly when their brain is already damage by drugs and estacy ?

I think, citizen should have the right to own a small firearm in house for protection till the day we do not need this kind of protection anymore. Literally mean that, until the day our policemen could ensure a very good crime control in our country, citizen should be allowed to protect themselves and not only rich man and politician.

Our life is very valuable too.

 Few years back, I attended a debate forum as audience. There was a debate whether USA should continue legalizing citizen to own firearm. So there was a debater which earn my respect and I really thrilled with her points. She said

" If you said, we do not need firearm to defend ourselves before there is police to do the job, then why we need fire extinguisher in our house if there is fireman to do the job ? Why we need first-aid kit if there is ambulance and hospital to do the job ?"

A mind blowing question bombard back to the opposition.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Random Thought : USA vs CHINA. Who will win the War ?

I love to read on others opinions. Regardless of whatever issues and I think it is a very fun thing to do. Today, a question sparked in my mind. If China and USA are going for a death-match warfare against each other starting tomorrow, who will be victorious ?

Alright, I know in war nobody actually win and in fact all shall be labeled loser. So, if we going to measure this 'victory', let say whoever surrender or their government collapse and taken over by opposition force, then the winner is decided.

My opinion is, the greatest war on earth in the future must be between USA and CHINA. It is a known secret that the biggest concern of USA is CHINA unknown military power. Fact told us that USA is known as the most powerful military force in the world. They are superior and advance in term of weapon technology and air and sea warfare. Well, USA had spent nearly a trillion almost every year on their military expenditure which justify the reason of their mind blowing debt.

USA is really strong on military power is a known fact. And CHINA got no issue with it despite they got massive army and people on their land. I think this is why USA is quite worry actually. Nobody really know the true strength of CHINA. World statistic show that CHINA only spend 1/8 on the military expenditure compare to USA. By right, USA  could worry less because with the amount CHINA invest, it will take 20 more years for them to at least catch up with current USA military technology advancement.

But still, USA was sending spy plane to check it out and there were several cases where it get shot down.Well, CHINA used to be a close-door economy country and just opened up few decade ago. If I was USA, I will not take it too serious in trusting the fact and figure provided by CHINA about their military expenditure.

So, back to the point. If war really breakout between this two superpower. Who will emerged victorious? Each of them got their unfair advantage.

The fastest way to end the war and decide the winner is by flexing their nuclear muscle at the beginning. In that case, after each country finish exchanging their nuclear warhead and I bet North Korea will happily fire few nuclear to USA too as gift to CHINA *chuckle*, whoever 'last man standing' will be declared a winner. Till then, I guess the president could only partying enjoying the victory moment on their flying plane or submarine some where far from their country because it will be too hot and radioactive to celebrate.

So I guess, both party will agree to ban nuclear warfare from the start and USA will most likely be the pioneer to suggest this rule. LOL, cause it will be no fun to play a Mexican-stand off  with CHINA after all the trillions were spent on his military power. And I bet their allies will all run scattered for life and heavily fortified their border leave alone joining USA or CHINA for this greatest war in history to come.

Location / geography advantage
Though USA is smaller than CHINA, but their base and troops are all spreaded all over the world. Which to say, even before the war broke out, CHINA is already surrounded by USA existing bases and military. I guess the only place that will leave the opening for CHINA is on its north border with RUSSIA. Since RUSSIA is not really friendly with USA, I guess there will be not much to none USA military base over there. Hence, CHINA massive troop forces are confined in their vast land compared to US troops which are a lot lesser but they are everywhere.

Weapon technology
This is one tough factor to judge as nobody really know CHINA real fire power. Technology wise, the whole world is super confident with USA technology. You will be amazed if you try to watch few episodes of 'Future Weapon' in discovery channel. Other opinion said that it will be nearly impossible for CHINA to get a foothold on USA soil. As USA is very advanced in sea and air warfare. Speaking of transportation wise, it is either by air or by sea to deliver the troops. CHINA might have the most massive and strongest ground force in the world, but if all the ships and war planes get wiped and debunked before reaching the soil, the number mean nothing. But it will be unfair advantage for CHINA defenses. Such a massive forces will dry out USA bullets and still the troop's flow seem no end to it. It going to be a nightmare to those marines who fight their way in from the CHINA shore.

USA going to have a biggest headache ever. As many NGOs and opposition party pressure will crack their head. War in Iraq had caused George W. Bush his presidency. If USA decide to have war with CHINA, they must be ready to fight externally and internally. What will be the better time for opposition to make noise if not now ? And expect a lot of street demonstration and rioting which might rise from various of issues like insane spending of military expenditure, human right issue, war crime and whatnot. For CHINA, good thing is, they are not democratic to begin with and their people is use to that. If CHINA wanted a war, I guess their people will pour in their support.

There are million of troops in CHINA even they have aliened themselves from any kind of war since long time ago. I believe if war happened, they could easily double and triple the amount. They have no problem conscripting their people compare to USA. What CHINA got is the number until a point that they have to set a rule to control their population. I bet they have no problem at all replenish their entire forces from scratch even if it get wipe off completely. USA will have problem with that. Intensive drafting their people into service will create internal havoc from the NGOs, Human right and whatnot. Not to mention USA population is only 1/6 of  CHINA.

America is the biggest consumer in the world and is also CHINA biggest importer of their goods. So when
the war broke out between them, I guess both will face massive losses. USA will short of supplies in term of  foods, minerals, raw resources and others, while CHINA will lost big chunk of income from USA. Not to mention that USA has outsourced a lot of manufacturing and production factories in CHINA land. I guess the factories will have to close down and further shorten US supplies. Of course, CHINA will face a little financial problem and issue of people losing their jobs. But I guess it is still not a deadly condition for CHINA as CHINA had experience to run their country in close-door policy for centuries. CHINA country can be self-sustainable due to their vast agriculture. That is a good thing about a CHINA which heavily rely on export economy. I will worry if I am USA.Because CHINA is their largest debter. USA rely heavily on CHINA loan to keep their economy running. But I guess CHINA must ready to bite the bullet to forget about the debt USA owe to them. So in summary, in case of war. CHINA will start concentrate heavily on their agriculture and farming in order to sustain the war. For USA, they got to look for loan and selling bond heavily out there in order to sustain their war. In long run, CHINA will have a better advantage. So, if I am USA, I will try to end the war quickly.

This is a great unfair advantage for USA. History had shown that USA have many close allies such as Britain, Canada, Europe and a lot more. In time of war, this pacts have made their commitment to assist each other. This will easily increase USA military might several folds. For CHINA, which is feared of their sear troops number, this might be a bad news as it cut out their advantage of having a super massive troops.
I guess if CHINA will have allies to join him, high chances it will be RUSSIA and North Korea. Though the number of allies are significantly smaller compare to USA, but their strength is no joke. RUSSIA for one, is formidable for its military equipments and the infamous TSAR Hidrogen Bomb. North Korea is known for their big military forces and insane loyalty of their troops. Quite a balance if you ask me. The winning factor is depend on whoever allies decide to pull out from the alliance first to cap their losses. I guess Britain and few other European country wouldn't stay too long on the cause if they are very good on the maths. When USA declare war on Iraq, the victory is already decided. It is just a matter of weeks or months until the regime collapse. USA allies can see that. So without much word, they were jump along the bandwagon to claim a piece for themselves. But against CHINA and Russia ? with unknown victory and incalculable expenditure of war ? I doubt they will stay long enough to see the end of it.  

Internal Sabotage
I grown up watching a lot of American movies like James Bond, Rambo, Navy Seal, CSI, CIA and tonnes of war gender movie. Which successfully tell the world that US have great spies and intelligent asset. I have no doubt if US finest spies and commando like in TEAM SEAL SIX will successfully create internal sabotage in CHINA military system. There is also a high chances for this group of elite to assassinate the important figures even in their protective own soil. Heck, if they could infiltrate Pakistan and assassinate OSAMA without the knowing of PAKISTAN government itself, they could do the same to CHINA too. Tougher but not impossible. However, rarely people talk about CHINA spies and intelligent asset capability. But it doesn't mean that they are any weaker. This is the mystery that feared by USA. So little information of CHINA military power. They might have elite even more skillful than TEAM SEAL SIX. If CHINA could produce the most skilled sport athletes in the world, they could do the same to their soldiers. 

Finally, it is still very hard for me to foresee a winner here. Both have their advantages. If only the war is like during the Mediterranean age where both side of army stand in line facing each other and taking turn in exchanging shots, then I guess the winner will be CHINA. But the current warfare now is more like distance bombing and delivering missiles which is USA specialty. In military law, whoever control the air will win the war. Cause air superiority is vital for various reason. First is protect the ground force to gain a foothold on soil and proceed further advancement, second is to protect their long range weapon which most likely stationed in one place like howitzer cannon, rocket trucks and BattleShip. And to fend off enemy invasion whether by sea or air.

For current situation, it seem USA have an upper hand on air superiority. But no one know if CHINA got a good counter measurement about this. Like North Korea, they are quite smart to figure out that they can't rely on submarine, warplane or battle ship to deliver the nuclear missile to America. It is impossible ! it will get sunk even before they could even spot America soil from far. That is why they only work on their long range missile all this while with latest rumor that their missile could reach Washington DC even launch from their capital Pyongyang. Wao, that will really chill OBAMA spine big time.

What is your opinion folks ?

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Happy Mother Day

Happy Mother Day.

My mom is hitting 50 this year and my father going to see his 60 soon. Time flies and wait no one. So do our parents ages.

As a son or daughter, what have we done to repay their deed so far ? 

Is it enough ? If one day they had parted from us, would we cry with guilt in our heart because there are so much we want to do and give to them but at the end it never realize ?

Two sentences always lingered in my mind since I have heard it.

"Your success can wait, But your parent can't"
"Don't let your parent wait too long"

It is true that young adult like me at the age of 24 still have a long journey ahead. Peer of my ages, some start working while traveling oversea before their job would bind them, some still floating around few careers to see which job they hate the less. Some still chilling out at home hoping to strike a dream of their life-time job one day.

It is true also that we are young, and we could afford to waste few years or even 10 years.

But in life, how do you measure 'successful' ?

For me, the biggest success that I want to achieve in life, is to have my parents witness my successful. I believe, it is their biggest dream too before they expired.

So, I got to make a choice. Whether I would be successful at the age 50 and retired rich or be successful before 30 and retired rich. Either way, I would be successful. But the path is different.

My personality is very high on peaceful phlegmatic, so people with my temperament would automatically choose the 50 years plan as the life journey would be quite peaceful without much up and down.

But, I have chose the shortest plan. Because my parent do not have much time. If they go into their grave before I could bring them travel all around the world, I would be fucking hate myself. If I could not make my father a rich man and my mom body full of gold, I would also fucking hate myself.

My dream, is to achieve financial freedom before age of 30 and stop selling my time to the boss and give more time to accompany my parents.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Client Site

It had been 2 weeks since I was assigned to work at client site. Lucky me, I was assigned to MATRADE at Jalan Duta which is much nearer to my house.

And I get to witness this magnificent building structure and worked at 18th floor.

My first project. Most of the work was done by my Mentor. Hahaha. I will be here for another 30 days to come. Life have been treating me real good lately =D

Friday, April 20, 2012

Pay Day Pay Day !!

My first actual Pay Day =)

That is part of my salary, of which it will goes to my mom =D

Thanks for all those Years.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Politic talk 2

While driving back to home after a great day of work, I listened to radio BFM channel. And today topic was interesting. Today topic was about corruption issue and someone was invited from PEMANDU agency to join the forum.

Well, I am quite loss and uninterested about what the PEMANDU guys got to say. But, when they started to receive call from random radio listeners, things get interesting.

The discussion turn out to be focusing on police force vs traffic offender corruption. Those callers were all giving their 2cent about the reason why such a corruption hard to cope. Some blaming the policemen and some supporting the policemen and blame the giver instead.

I got to say, both side of story is sounding concrete. But I think when we say about PDRM, people only think about street bribery. Even government joined the bandwagon and engineer out a lot of solution to subdue this street bribery.

Gosh. Why people can become so short-sighted. Why make a big hoo-haa about this petty street bribery when it hurt no one?

First, why does street bribery take place ? The giver (traffic offender) offer the bribe is because the actual summon ticket would cost a bomb. Enough with all sort of insane taxes they need to pay and with ever increasing cost of living, you could imagine how gracious if they could save the extra few hundreds in order to put more foods on the table !

I am shocked when I found out from the caller that she did asked the policemen why he is asking for bribe. The answer was too hard to bear when the policemen said he got 4 kids to feed with his only RM1,200 peanuts.

But wait, I am not saying that street bribery is correct and I endorse it. I do understand some road bully who sped insanely on road while endangering others shall be punished !

Wouldn't you think that out of all sort of corruption out there, street bribery should be placed on the most bottom of list ? I believe if the big loop holes on our idiotic government systems could be plugged for once and all, the rest petty corruption will varnish on its own.

If MACC or PEMANDU or whatever rebranding agency are really serious on combating PDRM corruption. Then please take your hand and rub your groin.

Check if there are pair of hanging balls still attached for godsake. And go for the large fish ! Go after the corruption involving drugs and illegal gambling centre business. This is type of corruption that we require no forgiving. The giver gave because they want their business to prosper and earn more sinful money even by corrupting the public, and the taker is due to their greed. Noted, the taker have to be someone with power and and status in the PDRM.

Heck, if integrity of big shots in PDRM is highly questionable, how could you expect the grass root policemen would abide by the rule ? Sometime, I feel very pity for those petty policemen. People spitting on them and the government slaughtered them like black sheep. Big shots who received enormous chunks from underworld taikun get away with it and remain anonymous while those little policemen who trying to make their end meet sometime get scolded straight on their face by agitated aunties who have so much money that few hundreds ringgit worth of summon is chicken feed.

Is time to reshuffle the PDRM organization. In order to do that, government needed to be changed as well.  And that is a must.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Intangible Gifts - The Universal law breaker

Imagined if human was born just like another ordinary animal out of million of species out there when the earth started to sustain life. Suppose this animal called human, was to have normal brain capacity like all the animal. Maybe a little smarter than the dolphin.

For your opinion, how will our earth to look like today, if we watched it from a big telescope from outer space ?

I believe the earth will be so much greener and have a healthier ozone layer. And I also believe the animal species called human might be long extinct. My bet is, human species won't not last longer than a century since their first introduction to life.

Let face the truth, human species are easy feeder. Simply a weakling. Lets us still assume that human brain capacity is just a little smarter than dolphin, if they are placed in a thick forest with balance mixture of predators and preys. They can't survive even for a day.

If I am a Tiger, I will hunt down every human within my sight. Why shouldn't I ?
- They run so slow, with 10% of energy compare to chasing a deer, I could clamp them down in no time.
- Their funny little claw called fingernail is nothing to scared off.
- Their teeth is like baby teeth with a very soft lips. Even a turtle can amputate fingers with it lips. 
- Their strength is insignificant.
- They can't climb well.
- They can't camouflage with their fur-less skin.

It is indeed a free lunch ! Why wouldn't any predator love human ?

According to the forest law, The strong shall be the king and prey on the weak. Or shall I say, the Survival of the Fittest.

By right, human shall be eaten up by the law and goes extinct. 

Only if, human have to blend into the environment of mother nature. Nature is a very reasonable thing. Because of one single gift that could found in human brain.

It makes all the different.

Instead of blending themselves into the Environment, Human actually creates their own environment. The jungle law no longer apply to them. Being with stronger jaws and strengths do not necessary be the king of all anymore.

This kind of intangible asset that not even weight a nano mili pound, is a trillioin times more valuable that a kilotan muscles.

The ability to think.

Now I am still wonder, of Trillion species in this mother earth. Why only human is gifted with this treasure ? As a trade-off for their weak physicality?

As our earth had become till this shapes and state today, wondering would our mother nature smack their forehead regretting their decision ? 

Saturday, April 7, 2012

In a Asian Suicidee mind

Ever notice before, most of the suicidal cases were happened in Asia country ? And majority of people who committed suicide are students.

A lot of suicidal reasons, some because of failing important exams, study pressures and even bully cases. Now I wonder why most of the suicidal happened in Asia country ? Because Westerner more care free in life and do not give a damn on their grades ?

If so, shouldn't that our country should be long time overtaking them since our students are more serious in education ? But in the G7 country list, only Japan is in it. After decades or perhaps century of uncomparable seriousness in education, Asia country just never outgrow them.

So, what goes wrong here ?

When people start thinking of taking their own life because of education matter, then I think something is seriously wrong here.

For what I think, the different between Westerner and Asian are, one could look at bigger picture and far to future. And another could only see what is present upon them and usually they already have a planned fix future. In fact, Asian hardly could think about life outside a box.

For one example of a normal typical asian student. They will go into school like any other student. If their result is excellent, then they will be strongly encourage / forced to take up popular cources like Medicine and Law. Interest is do no matter. No shit about it. If the result is mediocre, then better to take up engineering, accountant or ICT field which are pretty demanding in the market.

So, the asian future was kind of fixed even before they graduated. Their path is decided. And most of them is taught and brainwashed to accept it is the only right way to go. The Asian way. It is either you score your exam and get into Fortune 500 or you will fail in life.

I think we can't blame them when something goes wrong in their exam which would greatly jeopardize their pre-planned future, they become very upset about their future and ven think of suicidal. It is not their fault, and it is also not their parent fault who seem as the 'pusher' , 'forcer' or whatever it called that result in putting too much pressure on their heir shoulders. Because the parent was being taught that way too. The parent was also the result / product from the education.

For what I think, it is the fault of education system and culture.

Or should I say, education in western is more stress on entrepreneurs and developing new business idea ? and Asian education all this while were to educate and manufacture the world class super employee ? who in the end work for Fortune 500 which most of them are Western company.

So, what exactly is playing in the suicidee mind when they took their own life ? Feel embarrass to face their parents because they had let them down ? Feel that their future had been jeopardize because the chances to work for Fortune 500 companies had varnised into thin air ?

But if they could look far enough and bigger picture, that the reason of taking their life is because  they could not be used by Big Corp to grow their business. Wouldn't it be quite ridiculous ? Food of thought.

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Politic Thought 1

Till this point, all Tom, Dick and Harry  at every town shall know that election is very near.

And when it get near, the newspaper and news on television has become very interesting. Though I had stop talking and discussing politic for quite a time after the Bersih 2.0 incident, but I still follow very closely on all the updates.

But compare to last time where I will always make myself very angry and frustrated on government bullshit, I am more care-free now. Cause I understand my self-frustration would not help a shit but damaged myself instead. So, I will express my deepest hatred on the ballot box when time has come.

Now, what are those big issues that recently took over the newspaper headline for weeks ? Oh ! RM 250,000,000.00 National Feedlot Cow scandal ! Oh this is my favorite.

This is one of the issue where the culprit had totally been caught with her pant entirely down and nailed on the floor, but somehow she could bulldozes those allegation all the way till Pluto, not giving a slightest damned care about the logic and substances in her defense.

Recalling one of her most powerful remark which made me remember so clearly till now, which was "My family work very hard, so they deserve this project / loan ! "

Wow, is she darn stupid or forget her scripts? This statement alone could already nailed her political coffin for life. And she still talk like a boss and have thousands of boot-licker go-all-out of a battle-cry for her. So she was damn happy and thought the people buy her bull-shit. Well, that is the problem. Many top level politician is like her. They was all the while blinded by overwhelming boot-licker and could not see what the Rakyat think about it.

In the People Court, she had already sentenced to death in her political career. Yet she still do not now a bull about it. I guess she must be pretty mad by now, when her turn had finally arrived to enjoy the candy jar which I am still surprised it is not empty yet, she got caught !

She must be mad ! Not because of she is innocent of what *grin* but in fact, they had yet to enjoy the money  to the fullest ! Compared to other big shots like PKFZ multi billion scandal and Tun M era of 100 Billion allegation, they all get caught only after yeeeearrrrrrrrrrrrssss of happening. They had enjoyed the money and the luxury you could ever think of. So, you could say, they could RIP even they get convicted. Because the wealth had been dispersed and converted else where. so their future generation will be ensured an immense wealth.

I guess this lady is really unlucky. It was smart for her and her family to invest and grow the money first for future bigger benefit, but too bad. After this hoo-haa... I guess the government will have no choice but to pull back the loan which suppose to be a NPL (Non performing loan) in the future.

So, I guess you are not lucky. I know you are dead envy of our AP Queen. Well, I guess luck is very important in politic.

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Working Diary 4

2 Weeks had passed just like that !

Wow, that was fast. I could still remember freshly my first day of work. It just seem like it happened yesterday. My two week of work is mostly about revision and some enhancement on internal application.

Happy / Sad to say that my working life is still kinda relaxing.

For sure, I will love the Friday more now than last time. All hail the TGIF.

Looking forward for next week challenge. 

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Working Diary 3

Today morning started with a light rain. So, traffic jam was expected.

But I still managed to reach my workspace at some where near 9 am. Haha, actually it does not matter at all. Good thing about this company is the flexibility. No entry record is recorded.

Finally today I get some butt-kicking action. But it is a real small kicking. Just some simple modifying and enhancement. Weighing the task difficulty compared to what I done in IBM, it is small potato. I was given time line until tomorrow, and I get it done in 1 hour.

Since the project leader is so busy, so I back to my usual self-revision for the rest 7 hours. At least the feel of guilt was disappear for that 1 hour.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Working Diary 2

Today the weather was great. Morning traffic was okay too.

My workstation had shifted to a more spacey place with larger table. And I get to change my small monitor and snail-speed cpu as well to a bigger monitor and more powerful CPU =)

I am still reading today. Most of the time I was revising book and searching information from internet. Today I get to know I going to assigned a project soon ! =)

Yesh ! I am bored to death on my work station. I felt terrible guilty accepting salary but contributing nothing. You know, when your mind is too free is very tiring. In fact it is more tiring compare to when you are busy and your mind is focus.

Gotta say I am really blessed. My mentor is a super caring person. Though she was busy, but she will make sure to spend enough time on me.

You know, one of my biggest worry during my first day of work is that, I will have to eat alone. I was thinking people usually prefer to eat with their comfortable gang and I will needs some time to mix into em. But I was touched by their friendliness. Although I am placed to sit at back end corner which kinda far away from my team. But they are still walk to me and invite me for a group lunch.

Guess what, the parking is free ! They prepare a large parking site just outside of the office building and placed some security guard to look over it. Recalling my experience on Damansara Height, the parking is a worst nightmare. I have been there for few interviews and get chopped a lump of money for the parking.

I literally got to high speed fly to the car park after interview to save myself a few Ringgit.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Working Diary 1

Here goes my first working week. My first week in the profession of Developer. Well, I gotta say that I am shined by a lucky star this year.

When I am just few days away from striking my pen on a job offer at some particular company at Kelana Jaya, I get an unexpected phone call from a company.

Well, I had been twice to that company for both assessment and interview. The company is really nice actually but I am not satisfy with what they offer me.

So, I had declined them in my heart at first.

Because of that unexpected call, I changed my mind immediately because the offer is too good to be rejected. And so, I went to the company for the third time to meet my manager to be for a nice conversation. After understanding my job scope and my future prospect in this company, I decided hop on board.

So, here come the another Developer in town.

Specifically my position is a lotus note developer. If you remember, I have 7 months of experience in IBM doing the exact same thing. That is why I said, lucky star is shining on me. My first week of work is about reading and googling around for memory refreshment.

My workspace is a small desk which placed at corner back in the office. So, I am very near to the big window of that 10th floor building. Gotta say that I really love the view of highway with cars running on them. I could check the traffic condition before making my decision when to go back.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Rat Race

I had secured a job.

Actually in this ICT field. It ain't that hard to secure a job upon graduation. Thanks to few professional certificates that I took previously, many companies took the initiative to call me instead. I was just accepting any invitation available and check em out during interview.

At last, I had make my decision. And my first day of job will be on next monday.

So, this is it huh.

Another chapter in my life. Another dot in the saturated workforce.

Government and Bank will be happier. Another tax payer to fill the coffer and another potential credit card holder who might be a shopaholic.

After a rough math counting on my expectant salary, I guess I still could survive with it. Thanks to my super father that had given me a car to drive. With a car that was already out of mortgage plus I am a KL-lite, I could say that I save quite a big chunk from the living cost.

Well, money creates desire and greed. Sooner or later, I will be indulging myself with all the wonderful things I could buy. Especially if somehow I get into relationship. The budget will be too complex to calculate.

Being fear of without money make people working hard,
When they get their paycheck, greed and desire starts people to think about all the wonderful things they can buy.

Then the pattern had been set.
The pattern of getting up to work, pay bills, getting up to work, pay bill, getting up to work, pay bills.... and the lives are then run forever by fear and greed.

Welcome to Rat Race.
-Robert Kiyosaki-

I knew I will soon be joining the Rat Race. In fact, all my peers also will. So, how fast can we get out from this Rat Race ?

Lets compete shall we  =)

Wednesday, February 22, 2012


Keep it Simple and Stupid

I used to think every possibilities for myself. Think good and bad. I even think on other behalf. Guessing what they are thinking.

It is tired and stressful.

So, keep in mind. KISS

Help myself. So that world will be a beautiful place to live in.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Time will come where self-interest place second

My exciting, pre-planned New Zealand trip was no more. I am pretty determined to rock this green country as soon as I graduated. I considered it as my little runaway before facing the cruel reality of working 9-5 daily, 5 times week and all-out toe to nail war to climb the corporate ladder.


is my self-interest which is not cahoot with my family. The day I told my parents about my plan, my father get worried. he started to worry about something that he started a year back.

Which was the new house that he bought with RM 680,000 loan from bank. He is expecting me to lessen his burden on the mortgage. My new, sudden plan could really give him a tiny heart attack. But my father never
tell me that he is worry about this. My mom was the spy and told me secretly.

As a big son of my family. Could I hold on to my self-interest and proceed with my temporary and self-fish runaway plan ? When my father get sent to work at Johor for 3 years despise of his near retirement age. Could anything be crueler than that ?

I am very sad. That is the time when my dissatisfaction and feeling unfair feeling gone. I was previously a little angry with my life. I felt unfair why I could not choose I want and when to do. Why I need to sacrifice a big chunk of my salaries as soon as I come out to work.

But all of that though is gone and disappear. After I wear my father shoes and think from his perspective. Life did not give him much choice either. He could toss a resignation letter made of heavy steel with 300 kmh speed to his boss face if he could. But can't. There is a word called responsibility that hold his sanity.

So was I. There will be a time where self-interest place second will come for everyone. And for me,

it is now.

I need to come out quickly and be successful. So that my father could enjoy an early retirement and return to us as soon as possible.