My shoulder is lighter by a tonne

TODAY . . .

I am very relief.  A huge stone has been dropped off from my shoulder. I have bear this bastard for almost two months. And today, it will  gone forever.. Yea...

Back to 2 month ago . . .

I am so freaking shock when Dr. Rodina distribute our final assignment. System developement?? Microsoft Access? Java? database? What the fuck is going on...???  And almost shocked to death when I found myself located in a bloody group.. 2 negros .. 2 malays and one Yiyen. 

Swt. .  I am so beh song.. From my first sight, I know that this group is hardly coorperate. It is hard to survive. The malays don speak to negro, negro wan to speak but everyone trying to avoid them, and yiyen only speak to me.. Halleluyah swt big time.. The two negros speaks like nobody language. so damn fucking difficult to catch their words. Are they speaking english?? I always ask myself..  shit. This group is so passive. Their mouth is like holding a gold. They just don't SPEAK out of volunterily. Then, this Dr. Rodina come out from no where and ask who is the leader. OKOK, now you are watching die hard 5.  This passive and paranoid group out of nowhere, becoming so responsive and alert to that question and in the same time bombarded their fingers toward my face... FUCK.

This is the first word came into my mind.

Well. I accepted it with heavy heart. This group of mine, is like holding a bar of gold in their mouth. They just don't speak unless I ask them. Arghhh* Feel like grab their handsome face and whack their mouth till they swallow that bloody gold bar into their stomach so that they could finally speak ! It is so damn frustrating when holding a meeting with them. In that meeting, you could only hear me do all the talking. Ok, I lied a little. Except the two malays and yiyen, the negros always try to talk  But fuck ! I can't understand what the heck they are trying to say.  I could notice others group meeting will end up 2-3 hours. But mine, the best is ended up by 30 minutes. Because no one is willing to talk ! No brain-storming, no group discussion and bla bla.. there is only holim's brain storming and holim's idea for the project + the negro's mumbling blur blur suggestions( I still can't decode their words till now ). 

I remember, on every thursday . I am so 'emo'(hate to use this word, any other suggestion to replace this?). Because I will have to force myself to face that bloody group during my SE tutorial. ARGH ! ! Someday, I found out that Ming Tat group lack one more group's member. My evil thought persuade me to cross over.*jump holim, jump!.  And I nearly decided to do so. 

But . . .

There is one more people that I can't ignore. You know la. If I jump, then she will be there alone facing that passive + paranoid group. Sad, so I decided not to cross and stay where I suppose to be...

To lead that shitty group.

On the day onward, I made up my mind and confront that bastard(assignment). I trying to do thing all by myself. I held meeting is just to inform / give instruction to them. I have stop asking their opinion and idea. This will be holim's project and there will do exactly what I told them. I ask diagram from them, which do not meet my requirement anyway (-_-") and eventually I change 80% of their diagram to match my interface. Glad that there is still yiyen to help me out. 

At first, I really think that my SE assignment will toasted. Along the way, some how, there are always another way to explore. This teach me that 'if there is a will , there is way'.  Step by step, miracle-ly, I could done the assignment part by part and finally settle it a week before submission date. 

Today is the day I longing it to come. Presentation day. So, everything start with the introduction and bla bla bla.  After my group mate finish their craps which I myself do not understand at all especially when that negro talk..  is my time to con the lecturer and audience(some) with my si-beh-geng user interface.. haha. Hell, I have practice long enough for this. Thanks god, everything is going smoothly and THANKS+BOW to Andhie... because he didn't bombard me questions.. (or else I will bombard my fake adidas shoes to him..*hehe). 

I end my presentation with "any questions?"(praying to god to shut Andhie mouth.. bo-pi bo-bi).. and wait a little while... and then.. I heard Dr.Rodina said...

'good' ! and start to clap... followed by the audience.. Here, end of my duty of SE group leader.. and my SE assignment... 

Actually, this is not all bad . Because I get into this group, it forced me to do hell lot of work by myself and eventually I learn a lot. Compare to my DS assignment, because there is Philip, I start to neglect that assignment and do not learn anything about it. Hmm.. If I have to choose, which is the best assignment I have done in this sem.. I would said, WKES 1104 SOFTWARE ENGINEERING I.